Mood:  down
Now Playing: Dice by Finley Quaye
well i had a sinus infection for a little while...haven't been doing much.....hanging /o w/ kymber and tricia lately...haven't heard from Chris in a long time...but he can kiss my ass b/c i called him last....i actually am hoping i don't see him for a while so i can lose some more weight... won't that be a dramatic rendezvous?? HOLY SHIT...i actually look good! then i can lead him on like what and break his pathetic heart...which we all know won't happen b/c he pry is w/ a girl right now which is why he hasn't talked to me....i don't count as a girl until there is someone to be jealous of me...well w/e .. ne way... his friend Nick is pretty fricken' cute tho....LOL..ne wayz...i would never do that...well i don't really have ne thing else to talk about so i am gonna stop wasting time and maybe do something productive although i don't feel like being around people right now...

Mood:  irritated
Now Playing: The 88 - How Good It Can Be
JESUS CHRIST!
i know way to start things out...but seriously....is there ever someone who you just are completely head over heels in love with but you just hate them so much that you can't even stand it?? Like when it's good it's great...and when it's bad it's worse? I don't wanna say i wish i never met him.....but.... sometimes i kinda do...i tell myself..him..and the world that i don't love him or even have a hint of feelings for him.....but the pathetic thing is... THAT I DO!!! and the worst part is....i have no chance with him...which is funny because it's not like he's out of my league...if nething ... it's the other way around.... and everyone can see it but him...he's this skinny little nothing with a cute smile, gorgeous eyes, and a baby face with an outstanding personnality....see how i turn a put down into a complement? it's killing me i swear on all that is holy......well i am too tired to finish this so i'll write more tommorrow..GYMNASTICS AT 6..yyyyeeeeeeesss! (

Posted by luckyy713 at 11:14 PM EDT

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